I am finally determined. I realized that I have a mission to carry out and no one can do it but me. I decided early on to seek God's guidance on this one. You see, I've tried it before, but to no avail I did not succeed. I start out good everytime...thinking that this is going to be the time when I complete my mission and then....kablewey! Everything comes to a crashing halt.
It's nobody's fault but my own.
Well this time i'm taking a different approach to things. This time i'm gonna make it happen for me and only me. I decided to start this blog because of my mission. I figured it would help me to be able to vent to my computer and a bunch of people I don't know everyday. I'm asking God to give me the strength, stamina and endurance to run this race so that I can meet the new me at the finish line.
My mission........to embrace the real me. Point blank. I'm tired of looking at this person in the mirror everyday. The person whom I always thought I wanted to be and had convinced myself that I was. I love myself and am finding out more everyday that I love my natural self. So i'm going to truly start maintaining my natural self- hair, skin, weight(this is really a biggie), mind, body, soul.
